From The Past [Edward]

[✯Jacob Black✯]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,7,true][atrb=width,500,true][bg=660033] Jacob looked up to Edward and smirked. “Thanks,

[/color]” he murmured and kept on listening to what he had to say next, as he stared down to the ground, hitting his boot into it like a bored child who wasn’t listening to his parents speak, but Jacob was listening, he was listening closely.

He looked up to him, slightly surprised by what he heard Edward saying. “Why do you say that?[/color]” he asked in a low tone, looking up to him slightly. He couldn’t help but let his mind wonder to what Edward’s meant. He then listened closer yet again to what he was saying.

He did think about Bella for a moment, but then stopped himself. “Why does it matter? She’s already chose you. [/color]” he asked calmly, but with a slightly dark and wary tone. He didn’t understand why Edward of all people would be saying the things that he was. He felt suddenly like he was bringing up the past just to hurt him.

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[Edward Cullen]

Edward closed his eyes and and scrunched his face, he took a deep breath, he didn't know what to say except, "Because...she wants you back, she wants to see you again, hear you again, smell you again. You have no idea how much she has been thinking about you these past few days.! I don't understand why now, I'm sorry for that Jake but she has been doing!"

Edward closed his eyes and took another deep breath. He opened his eyes trying to keep from releasing the anger that Jake was building up. "Does THAT answer your question. I don't know what else to say. That's basically why I was here,".

[✯Jacob Black✯]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,7,true][atrb=width,500,true][bg=660033] He nodded and stayed silent for a moment. He took a few steps forward, in the direction of the park. It would be dawn before long. "I guess so," he murmured. "I'm not ready to come home yet, but I will be coming back. It could be within a few weeks or years. What I don't get though, is how did you know where I was?

[/color]" he turned around slightly, that was what greatly confused him to no end. He didn't even know where he was going when he ran off, and it wasn't like he could have tracked him by scent, as it had been over two years since he had left.

He listened closely to the people who were still around. He could only hear a few people around. The music had stopped and he could tell that the place was almost empty. He opened the back door, going outside and into the shelter of the dead of night. Unzipping his hoodie, he placed it in the corner and took off his shirt, tying both it and his hoodie around his wrist and doing the same with his jeans around his ankle. Quickly he phased and looked to direction of Central Park, not far from where he was standing.

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Tags: Edward
Status: Done

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[Edward Cullen]

"I knew where you were...because.... Since my mind reading had become so attuned to YOU in particular since we are always put together with Bella. My ability to read your mind must have widened. So, I could tell where you were. Don't know the ins and outs, I just knew I would find you here". Edward look at the now, wolf and scowled, "Are you listening???!!" Edward snarled and walked so he stood closer to Jake.

[✯Jacob Black✯]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,7,true][atrb=width,500,true][bg=660033] 'Of course I am. What makes you think that I'm not?

[/color]' Jacob thought, staying in the darkness. He was glad that it was such a dark night, otherwise it wouldn't be safe to stay in his wolf form, just sitting around in the open.

He rolled his eyes as Edward's words repeated in his head. 'Great. Just when I think I have my thoughts to myself I don't. Seriously, what does it take for me to get some alone time, without people listening to my thoughts?[/color]' he questioned, with a slightly snarl to himself. He really did want some times, alone to think to himself and only to himself for once.

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[Edward Cullen]

Well, can I tell you something. "This time, I did it for Bella, she asked too and to see if I could, I told Bella, as an excuse, that I'd have to leave her and come to you. Anyway, why are you so angry all of a sudden? I actually haven't done anything wrong?

[✯Jacob Black✯]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,7,true][atrb=width,500,true][bg=660033] He looked up to Edward, confused to why he would lie to her just to leave. He knew that she would understand if he needed to leave for any reason. His eyes narrowed with confusion before he shook his head. 'Why did you have to lie to leave? I don't get it.

[/i]' he thought and sat down.

He looked out to the city light lighting up the night slightly. 'I'm not angry, I'm just annoyed that it doesn't seem to matter where I go or do, I'm never fully alone.[/color]" his mind whispered without breaking his gaze upon the city. He didn't let any movement of detail go unnoticed.

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[Edward Cullen]

Edward shook his head, "Right, I am confused Jake, tell me: Is it just to be alone that you want?" Edward looked at Jake strangely. "Oh, I lied because Bella would have forced herself to come and then you would have double to deal with, you know how stubborn she can be,"

Edward broke his gaze and too, saw the night lighting into early morning. "So, tell me. Tell me why you're actually feeling like this. I can tell you're feeling negative".

[✯Jacob Black✯]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,7,true][atrb=width,500,true][bg=660033] ' Yes, that is all I want,

[/i]' he murmured in a thought, nodding his head once slowly. He looked to Edward wide eyed in shock. 'Um, thanks, I guess. Yeah, I know I would have.[/color]' he chuckled at a thought that came to mind as he looked back out to the horizon. 'She can be quiet scary when she wants to be,' he smiled.

He stood and moved back into the shadows of the wall behind him. Then night light was slowly turning to morning. At least around the club, even if someone did catch him in his wolf form, they would either be high or drunk.

He looked back to Edward as his question. 'I don't know why. I don't feel like I know what to feel, think or say anymore. Its just . . . blank numbness I feel,' he murmured, looking down to the green grass in front of his russet pelted paws.

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[Edward Cullen]

Edward walked slowly to Jake and crouched in front of the wolf's massive face, "Listen, I may not be great at this and you can say all you want about me, and about how much you hate me. But, Bella, therefore, I too don't like seeing you like this OR seeing you feel like you don't know"

He stood up and asked "Do you not remember anything??"

[✯Jacob Black✯]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,7,true][atrb=width,500,true][bg=660033] 'Right now . . . I can remember everything and anything. The wolfsbane has worn fully off me. Its just the fact that I feel numb and refuse to think of the past it is because I don't know what to feel, think or say, and right now, all I want is the blank numbness.' he huffed, lying down on the soft damp grass, feeling slightly frustrated with himself. 'I want to go home, but, I have unfinished things here to take care of first, and I don't think that I'm ready to go home yet. I've got so much to face when I go home. . . and its going to be hard, even if I knew what to do, but, when I feel like this, it already feels impossible.

[/i]' He stared down into the thick grass before him, stretching out his paws within the long grass as he laid there in comfort.

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[Edward Cullen]

Edward almost forgot he was supposed to be enemies. "Listen Jake, it will be hard...but you have many people who l-l...love you" He scrunched his eyes in disbelief he just said that. "It is hard but anything is hard when it's worth it, plus you will have all the help you want." He turned playful and leant into the wolf's ear and whispered, "Listen, don't tell anyone this but I'll even help you when you need it. Please just don't give up on me...or Bella...or anyone for that matter!"

He hesitated but sat next to the wolf.

[✯Jacob Black✯]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,7,true][atrb=width,500,true][bg=660033] Jacob looked to Edward with his eye brow risen in disbelief of what he had just heard. 'Awkward much?' he asked in a playful yet teasing tone while smiling. He huffed coming back down to reality. 'Thanks, but I know this is something I need to deal with myself. I just think that I need to deal with things in my own way.

[/i]'

He stood, feeling the sun was just about to break over the horizon at any given minute. He looked up to the sky, loving the feeling of the morning breeze. He rose his face to the air and took in a deep breath. 'You better go. The suns about to come,' his thought murmured.

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Status: Done

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[Edward Cullen]

Edward sighed and said Jake's name, he then vanished.

[✯Jacob Black✯]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,7,true][atrb=width,500,true][bg=660033] Taking a few steps towards Central Park to get home, he heard him name been spoke of by Edward. He turned around to see him, only to see he had already gone. 'Spooky,

[/color]' he thought, just as a ray of sun hit the corner of his eye.

He took off running to the direction of his apartment before anyone caught him. He was thankful that he had heard Skyla go home an hour or so ago. The last thing he needed was to have them both running home on all fours.

Fin

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Tags: Edward
Status: Done

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