Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on Mar 15, 2011 20:12:25 GMT 10
•• Jacob Black ••
Since running off to New York City after Bella chose Edward over Jacob, he’s gotten into more trouble that he thought he would ever be in. He’s gotten into trouble with the new drug wolfsbane with the police, gotten into fights and even things he wasn’t involved in.
After meeting Skyla at one of the NYC parties he attended, he’s felt better and not as lonely as she is also a werewolf who understands him well. But Skyla didn’t just come as a usual female werewolf. She’s a party girl, of the hardcore version. She’s not like Jacob with having a controlled level of partying, so he often has to look out and look after her. He knows that she has a crush on him, but he’s not allowing her to become anything more than just a friend, because he isn’t ready to move on from Bella, nor does he have any kind of feelings for her that comes close to been more than just a friendship.
Ever since he has left La Push, he has hoped that he was wrong about Bella been his imprint and that he could meet someone else. But either way, he’s still in love with the girl that he has known most of his life and is still willing to fight for her, if she’s still alive.
Right now, Jacob just needs people around him that understand him and how he is feeling. Skyla helps him a lot and he helps her in return. From what she has told him of her past, she hasn’t had much for a life. It’s been filled by abuse and partying ever since she was young.
Lately he’s been thinking of home. He misses his friends and family, even the pack and now wants to take his place as the rightful Alpha, but he’s scared that if he goes back home, that he’ll find out something he doesn’t want to about Bella, and in his mind, he’s worked all too long and hard for the pain to just come flooding back.
Just the other day he decided that he was going home. But he doesn’t yet know if Skyla will be joining him. He hopes she will, as he doesn’t want to go home and find out that he isn’t wanted anyway more and then get the same treatment from her if he goes back to New York. If she went with him or not, he'll still wanted to protect her and make sure that she was okay. He doesn’t want her old life to catch up with her again and not be there to help her.
As of now, Jacob is just looking forward to going back home and seeing his friends and family. But what he isn’t looking forward to, is asking Skyla if she was coming home with him or not.
He's still the guy everyone used to know before he left, but he's gotten a little lost to whom he used to be. He's become quiet and at times shy, but he's still protective and a bit of a hothead.
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