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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on May 5, 2011 3:04:05 GMT 10
He sighed, glaring at the floor. It was obvious that she didn't know a thing about the pack. He stayed silent after a moment of her speaking. He thought how to explain things to her. He really didn't want to be the one who broke it to her, but he would rather tell her than have her hurt. "Because, he could hurt you, if you upset him . . . he's . . .
[/color]" Jacob trailled off, taking a deep breath as he closed his eyes, leaning back on the counter with his arms resting back on the counter top. " He, the others and I, are werewolves Rachel.[/color]" He stayed his eyes closed, tensing his body with the slight tremble that went through him while waiting for her to say something. " I know that. I - I feel it now. I thought it would be easy to come back again,[/color]" he murmured, his eyes staying closed. " I will . . . but dad already should know that I would be fine. . .[/color]" his eyes opened then as he looked to the side of the room. He knew that she wouldn't like the fact that he never told her his secret, but his father knew. Lyrics by: Sam J Clark - Broken [/blockquote][/blockquote] [/size]
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Post by rachelblack on May 5, 2011 3:13:18 GMT 10
Rachel stood there as she listened to him. Hearing him say that him and the others were werewolves, she shook her head "That's impossible Jake" She didn't want to believe it but she knew the legends of the tribe, only because she had done so much research on it. She took in a breath as she glanced down adn back up at him "I always knew there was something different about you and the others" She took in a breath as she closed her eyes briefly and then reopened them "Why didn't anyone ever tell me? I'm dating a woilf now who would never hurt me but I should have been told"
She looked at him as she sighed "It was never easy to come back but I did" She took in a breath as she glanced down and back up at him "He's your dad Jake and no matter wheather or not he knew your a wolf, he still worried no matter what because he loved you" She walked towards him and stood next to him "Jake, listen to me, I love you ok but I need you to promise me that no matter what, you'll be here if we need you"
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on May 5, 2011 3:53:21 GMT 10
He shook his head, still glaring across the room before closing his eyes again. He knew she wouldn't believe him."I can show you that it is possible if you like?
[/color]" he said tightly with a smug smile coming to his lips. At times, Jacob really had to focus when he was talking about his other half of his life. At times, it felt like his inner wolf came out to explain for him. He got smug and almost a nature of been proud of what he was, but Jacob wasn't proud of been a werewolf. He would do almost anything to be human again, if it meant he could still protect his family just as well as he could been a werewolf, but he knew that wouldn't ever be true. That was the only reason that he stayed as what he was. He could at any second give up on been a werewolf if he wanted. He looked up to her after a moment, suddenly surprised by her words. " So you believe me?[/color]" he questioned in a whisper. He looked away again when she questioned. " Because, we don't want people to get the wrong idea about us . . . like . . .[/color]" he paused, shaking his head while thinking of Bella and how she had thought that he was a killer and she knew him. He knew what other people would so be thinking if they didn't know the full truth. " And don't think that Paul wouldn't hurt you if he got upset. Have you ever seen Emily's face? [/color]" He took a deep breath, steadying himself with the images that came to his mind. He shook his head, trying to shake them away. His hands turned into slight fists as he tensed his body more to keep control in hope the images would disappear soon enough. He really hated having a graphic memory. It was always so hard to control. " The difference between you and I coming back Rach, is you only had mum's death as your pain. I have more than just one thing that I have to deal with to be around here and I'm not sure if I'm strong enough to even deal with one of those things. You have no idea the things I did and got into while I was away. I'm different to how I used to be,[/color]" he murmured. " Hell I'm lucky that I'm not in jail right now![/color]" He leant against the cabnets behind him, slowly allowing his feet to give out from under him. He sat on the floor, his feet out in front of him and his hands on the floor, staring at the couch across the room from him with blind eyes as he heard her speak of their father. " He did know . . . I just thought that he wouldn't be as worried.[/color]" he looked up to her as he felt her presence next to him. " I'll always be around when you need me Rachel, always. And that is a promise.[/color]" Lyrics by: Sam J Clark - Broken [/blockquote][/blockquote] [/size]
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Post by rachelblack on May 5, 2011 4:10:29 GMT 10
She listened to him as he nodded "Of course I believe you, I know the legends of the tribe and for the longest time, I believed they were true but as I go older I began to wonder if they were real but then I start to hear about the wolves showing up around the outside of town and that's when I started to believe again" She smiled as she took in a breath.
Rachel looked at him "I saw her face but then again at the time I never knew what happened" She took in a breath "I love Paul and I know that he would never hurt me on purpose" She sighed as she stood next to him listening to him speak about just their mom's death. She shook her head "We all have problems with out past that we don't don't want to face" She pointed out as she sat next to him.
"Jake I get it, you have more that your not telling me and you want to protect me but it's my job to protect you, your my baby brother" She heard him mention jail "I will never let you go to jail" She took in a breath as she leaned her head against him and took in a breath "I need you here with me Jake " She glanced up at him as she smiled "Your my brother and it's hard enough to be here without you"
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on May 5, 2011 4:41:39 GMT 10
He smiled as he listened to how she felt about the tribes legends. He had only believed them when he was younger. He didn't believe in them after he turned nine, until he phased for the first time when he was sixteen. Then, he couldn't really believe his own eyes or if what he was living in was actually real.
He sighed, looking away when she mentioned Emily. "Sam got angry and lost it for a spilt second . . . He's always got those images in his mind when we're running together. He hasn't ever forgiven himself for it. Emily, is Sam's imprint, so I don't think that he ever will.
[/color]" He looked up to her, wondering what she was thinking now that she knew. " We never want to hurt our imprints or those we care for Rachel, but, Paul loses it easily. Far more easily than me and he's been one longer than me.[/color]" He brushed his hand along his leg, feeling suddenly uncomfortabe, thinking deeply as the silence came for a moment. He could feel the weather outside changing. There was going to be a storm later, and with how it felt, it was going to be soon. He listened to what she was saying, each and every word closely. He smiled crookedly at her sitting beside him when she mentioned that she would never let him going to jail. " You would fight the United States of America's law, just for me?" he whispered and wrapped his arm around her shoulders, placing a kiss on her temple. " I'll always be around for you. I promise,[/color]" he whispered into her ear softly with a huskly tone and then smiled at her sweetly. " Alright, if you want to get all 'big sister' on me, I tell you what happened, but, for god sakes Rach, don't tell Charlie or dad. I think even Charlie would throw me in jail and you know how dad can be such an old woman at times. But, only if you tell me what I missed while I was away.[/color]" Lyrics by: Sam J Clark - Broken [/blockquote][/blockquote] [/size]
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Post by rachelblack on May 5, 2011 14:00:36 GMT 10
Rachel sat next to him as he spoke about what happened with Emily and how he spoke of Paul "I get what your saying about Paul but he has never lost his temper with me. When he has lost his temper, he learned to control it" She looked at him as she smiled and nodded "Jake, Paul's changed alot in the last two years, he's actually taken care of me since you left" She glanced down at the floor and back up at him.
She laughed a little hearing him "Of course I'd fight the entire United States of America's Law system for you, your my baby brother and I'd do anything to keep you safe Jake" She smiled as she rested her head against his shoulder and smiled as he kissed her temple "I don't want anything to happen to you Jake" She looked up at him as she took in a breath once he spoke again.
"Of course I'm gonna get all 'big sister' on you, it's my job" She smiled as she nodded "When have I ever told one of your secrets? I can keep a secret better the Rebecca can and you know it" She laughed a little as she leaned against him and took in a breath as she heard him "You've missed alot, Rebecca still hasn't been home, Dad has been spending alot of time at Charlie's and I've been staying at Paul's alot lately. Sam's still Sam and keeping the pack I should say patroling. The Cullen's have all left with the exception of a few, other then that you haven't missed much that I know of"
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on May 5, 2011 16:09:25 GMT 10
"Just be careful, please?
[/color]" he begged, looking to her with serious eyes. The last thing he wanted to see was his sister be hurt. He knew that Paul would be crushed if he ever hurt her as well and he couldn't blame him. Living with seeing your imprint marked for life, or worse, would have to be ripping Sam apart. He smiled back over to her with hearing his words. His grip around her tightened slightly and rubbed his hand on the side of her arm as she rested her head on his shoulder. " Thanks Rach. You always make me feel special,[/color]" he whispered. He couldn't help but chuckle when she spoke of getting all big sister on him and keeping his secrets. He knew for a fact that Rebecca couldn't keep a secret for the life of her. He looked down to his sister with a playful grin upon his lips. " How do I know that I'm not talking to Bec now?[/color]" he teased, nudging her side with his free hand. He listened to what she had to say. He smiled, nodding as he listened closely. He wondered who of the Cullen's were still around, but, he didn't want to know. He didn't want to know what had happened to Bella. It was the last thing he wanted to hear. " What has Rebecca been up to? Why hasn't she been around?[/color]" he asked before taking a deep breath with knowing that it was now his time to explain what he had been up to. He knew he was going to be in for it now. . . He slowly let out the breath and thought where to start. " I left because, Bella chose Edward instead of me. I know, stupid childish reason, but Sam was also wanting me to become the Alpha of the pack. I'm the rightful Alpha of the pack, but, I didn't want to be in the pack, let alone its Alpha. I ran off to New York. I looked for anything that would take the pain away. So, I looked for trouble, and even when I wasn't looking for trouble, it followed me. It seemed to be, that if I got into trouble, I couldn't think of anything else but how to get out of it. I wore a hood all the time and most of the time I excaped from them before they even knew who I was. Then after a while, that stopped working, so I started to go to parties, drink and just let the music take over me. Then, I met a girl. I had noticed her a fair few times at a few different parties. I felt a connection each time I saw her. She turned out to be a newbie werewolf. She had no idea how to control it or what was happening to her. So I taught her what she needed to know. She's had a hard abusive life. She's only seventeen and shes acting more like a twenty-five year old. She takes everything under the sun and drinks more than I ever could. She got into so much trouble, I even got arrested for fighting for her and saving her around fifteen times. After a while, we were both offerend a new drug out. It was made from the herb Wolfsbane. It stops the pain of the past. It stops the memories of the past coming up and stops phasing for a few days. I was worried that if I went into my wolf form, while I felt the way I did, that I wouldn't phase back. I always feel like I'm faiding away into my inner wolf . . . A few weeks ago I decided that I was coming back, and then, Edward came and seen me a couple of days ago. He said that I was missed and that Bella had missed me too, but I don't know what to think any more. I just feel, lost. I don't know what I want anymore. I don't know what to do anymore.[/color]" He sighed, staring down to the ground beside him, thinking how stupid he had been over the past few years. Lyrics by: Sam J Clark - Broken [/blockquote][/blockquote] [/size]
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