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Post by rachelblack on May 4, 2011 2:22:21 GMT 10
Rachel had slept in for a change since being back home in La Push. As she finally woke up sometime around noon, she yawned after streching. She sat up, to get her barings as to where she was and once she had gotten her barrings, she took a look around the room and took in a deep breath. She stood up wearing a tank top and a pair of stretchy shorts as she stretched fully and walked towards the kitchen to find it empty, surprisingly. It had seemed that since she had come back, Paul spent alot of his time here. She walkde to the cabinet and opened it taking out a glass and then walked to the sink to get a drink of water. She raised the glass to her lips and took a sip of the water.
She turned leaning against the counter as she finished her water and then set the glass down in the sink. She took in a breath looking around the empty kitchen and then shook her head. She pushed herself off the counter and walked into her bedroom to get her bra and panties and a purple sundress. She then walked into the bathroom and shut the door behind her as she turned the water on and let it warm up. She stripped down and stepped into the shower as she let the water run over her body. She then took in a breath and washed off and washed her hair. Once her shower was over she dried off and put on her clothes and dried her hair, she then brushed her hair and pulled it back in a ponytail and smiled as she looked at herself in the mirror.
She then took in a deep breath as she turned and walked out of the bathroom and back to her bedroom with her dirty clothes and put them in the clothes hamper as she walked out of the bedroom. She then made her way outside and looked around taking the air from the day. She had on a pair of flip flops as she walked down a path towards the beach. As she came to the beach she walked closer towards the water as she sat down and watched the water to relax.
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on May 4, 2011 4:25:55 GMT 10
It was dawn by the time Jacob got home for the first time in two years. He had left Skyla for the day, just wanting to see how things were at home before he came back for good. He had missed home, more than he ever thought that he would or did. He had missed the scent of the sea air, the scents of the forest, the cold chill in the air and the misty rain. Everything about La Push, he had missed it. He just wondered if the others had missed him as much as he had missed them.
He walked from the bus stop to the old wooden shell of a house he had grown up in. He smiled, running his hand over the wood work of the house, before going inside. Setting his backpack on the couch, he was surprised that the whole house seemed to be empty. He looked around for any reacent signs that someone had been home and heard the shower dripping and water still in the bottle of the area. He leant in and turned it off, before going into his room and flopping back on his bed, looking up to the ceiling. He knew that his father was either with Sue or Charlie or at one of the counsel meetings. He wanted to go and find the others, but he only wanted to see Sam at that stage. He didn't want too many people knowing he was back for the day, encase all didn't go as he had planned. H For some reason, Jacob kept thinking that he would be no longer wanted.
He stared up at the ceiling for a while, deep in thought, before falling asleep. He had been running all night and half of the day. He hadn't ran that far in two years, but then, two years ago, he took his time getting to New York. He didn't even try and run the whole way in just a couple of days in fear of stuffing his half healed shoulder and side.
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Post by rachelblack on May 4, 2011 4:36:53 GMT 10
Rachel sat at the beach for a while as she thought back to when Jake left, she was devastated, she returned home only to have Jake take off. She shook her head as she wiped a small tear come from her eyes. She stood up and looked out at the water as she took in a breath and cleared her throat and turned to walked back towards the house. She slowly walked, not in any rush to get home to an empty house. Knowing that Billy was with Charlie watching the game, she was alone, like most of the time except when Paul was around.
As she walked through the path leading the house, she stopped at the edge of the path and looked to the garage where she always knew Jake could be found if he wasn't out with the others. She walked towards the garage hoping to see her brother. She sighed when she didn't see him and just walked towards the house. She walked up the steps and into the house walking past Jake's room to see him in there but she thought it was her mind playing tricks on her like it did for the last two years. She never told anyone that she blamed herself for Jake leaving because it was how she felt. He left shortly after she returned home to stay home. She walked into the kitchen and took a glass from the cabinet and ran the water til the glass was full. She shut the water off and placed her sunglasses on the counter as she raised the glass to her lips taking a sip of the water "You were imagining things Rachel" She told herself at the thought of Jake in his room.
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on May 4, 2011 5:29:55 GMT 10
The sudden sound of water running out in the kitchen woke Jacob up. At first he couldn't remember where he was. He then felt stupid in forgetting that he had come home, to his only home he ever had. He didn't ever really consitter New York as home, even for the long amount of time he spent there. He yawned, sitting on the side of his bed as he had woke up. He pulled his phone out of his pocket and looked to its clock. He had been asleep for around an hour.
He looked beside him and smiled down upon the photo within the wooden frame of their whole family. He, his father, sisters . . . and mum. Jacob missed his mother greatly since that day she died. He could still remember playing with her on the beach and in the forest. He smiled at the thought, wishing she was still around. It seemed to be that things had fallen down since she had left. His family didn't feel whole without her. He sighed, lying back down on his side, holding the flame softly within his hands as he gazed at it, thinking back.
The sudden sound of a glass hitting the table in the kitchen caught his attention. He looked up, standing as he went into the doorway of his room. He smiled brightly as he saw his sister in the kitchen. "Hey Rach," he said brightly while watching her. He hadn't ever been so happy to see anyone in his life. He had missed his whole family more than he had realized. He just hoped that they missed him the same way. He felt like since leaving, they wouldn't understand the reasons he left and the trouble he may have caused because he left. But he was glad that he had. It was a relality check for him and showed him just how much he needed those he loved and cared for.
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Post by rachelblack on May 4, 2011 13:57:18 GMT 10
Rachel had imagined so much lately that when she saw Jake in his room, she thought she was loosing it again. Just about a year ago, was when she stopped seeing him in the room. She sat at the table drinking from the glass of water. She took in a deep breath as she ran her hand through her hair. She nearly lost it when her brother left and Paul was the one who kept her sane or somewhat sane. She refused to let her dad change Jake's room, because he didn't think he was returning.
She heard Jake's voice and thought nothing of it "I'm loosing it again" She told herself, thinking she was hearing things again "It was bound to happen, I'd start hearing your voice and then when I look your gone" She actually thought she was talking to no one, since he had been gone for so long "Soon there going to have to lock me up to keep me sane" She shook her head as she stood up walking to the sink and placing the glass in the sink. She wasn't going to look at him, only to have herself see nothing.
Rachel took in a deep breath as she placed her hands on the counter and took in another breath as she finally turned around to see him still there "Now I really must be loosing it" She looked at him as she took in a breath and closed her eyes. He didn't know how much she had seen this play out in her head and Paul and Billy had started to worry about her when she kept saying that she was seeing Jake.
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on May 4, 2011 14:54:43 GMT 10
Hearing the things Rachel was saying, Jacob was slightly confused and disappointed at first. He thought that she was ignoring him until he heard the things she murmured and whispered to herself. At first he thought that she was talking about someone else. He wasn't sure what to say to her to make her believe that he was truly there.
He leant against the door frame of his room thinking for a moment and kept on listening to the things she was saying. He could sense that she was sad, but he didn't know what was causing her sadness. He hoped nothing had happened to Billy or Rebecca. She turned around, facing the counter, still speaking to herself as she took in deep breaths before she turned around to him again and stared at him in disbelief. He could see the sadness and hurt in her eyes. He just wanted to take her pain away. He wanted to see and hear her laugh again. Her eyes closed suddenly.
He stepped forward, wrapping his arms around his sister and placing a kiss on her forehead. "I'm here Rach. I am. It's not your imagination. Its me Wolf Girl," he smiled down on her after calling her by her mother's nickname for her. He hoped that she would now believe that it was actually him now that he had seen him, heard him and felt him. He wondered if she would actually reconize him fully. He had changed over the years. His muscle tone was more leaner now, his hair was slightly longer, and he was sure that he had grown an inch since he had left, puting him around the five-foot-ten or eleven mark. He was taller than her and had been for most of his life.
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Post by rachelblack on May 4, 2011 15:02:39 GMT 10
Rachel took in a breath as she closed her eyes and shook her head. She had been so out of it alot since he left and here he was but she didn't want to believe that it was him. She had tried to move on from the fact that he left two years ago and here he was back. The minute he spoke and wrapped his arms around her and kissed her forehead, she was in shock. Hearing him call her Wolf Girl, like her mother did was what shook her out of her shock "Jake?" She looked up at him as she wrapped her arms around him tightly.
It had been so long since she hugged her younger brother and missed him. He may have been taller then her but she was still older then him. She pulled back slightly to look up at him but kept her arms around him tightly "What were you thinking leaving us like that?" She blamed herself for so long for him leaving "I come back and you leave" She shook her head as she closed her eyes and then reopened them "What did I do to make you leave? Was it because Paul was here all the time?"
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on May 4, 2011 15:18:41 GMT 10
He smiled brightly as she looked up to him. He nodded as she murmured his name and held him tightly to her. "I've missed you do so much Rach," he murmured huskily, wrapping his arms around her tighter. It felt so good to him to be in his big sister's arms. He had always loved Rachel and got along. He didn't know what he would do without her. She was like his emotional rock. It had been too long since he had hugged his sister. He had missed it all.
He looked down on her again as she pulled away slightly and looked up to him, before questioning him. He shook his head, seeing that she had been blaming herself for him leaving. "No - no. Rachel. It was nothing to do with you or Paul. I just had to sort myself out for a while. I wouldn't ever leave you Rachel."
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Post by rachelblack on May 4, 2011 15:31:22 GMT 10
Rachel kept a tight hold on him as she looked up at him and then hit him in the shoulder "Do you know what you put us through?" She took in a deep breath as she shook her head "Does dad know your back? How long are you going to stay? Because I swear if you leave this time atleast tell me or dad where your going" She had been worried sick when he left "You already left me once Jake" She pointed out as she hugged him tightly again.
It was like she was afraid to let him go, for the fear of him leaving again. She still didn't know about the shape-shifters of the pack. The only reason she was ever called Wolf Girl was because she loved to study the history of the tribe and wolves in general "You know, I haven't been called Wolf Girl in years and you call me Wolf Girl" She shook her head "They'll be happy to see you" She was talking about the pack "Seth has missed you alot as well as everyone else"
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on May 4, 2011 16:18:04 GMT 10
"Ow,
[/color]" he murmured, rubbing his shoulder and acting like she had actually hurt him after hitting his shoulder. He sighed, knowing that he would have put his family through hell. He felt horrible for what he had done. " I'm sorry. I know, I put you all through hell. No, he doesn't. No one does apart from you. I don't want many people knowing I'm back.[/color]" He paused for a moment after she had questioned him for how long he was staying for. He wasn't sure how to tell her that he was only back for a day or two. He sighed before speaking. " I'm only back for a day or two. Im leaving after that, but I will be back again, I promise that I will be back,[/color]" he whispered huskily, holding his sister tighter against him. He could feel that she was afraid of letting him go. " Fine then, I won't ever leave you permanently,[/color]" he smiled down on here. He looked away from her. Staying silent as he stared down at the ground from the corner of his eye at the mention of Seth and the others. " I don't want them to know I'm back yet,[/color]" he whispered. He started to wonder if she knew about them and him. He guessed that she did. Why wouldn't she already know? He would be surprised if Paul would be able to keep his mouth shout about been a werewolf. Lyrics by: Sam J Clark - Broken [/blockquote][/blockquote] [/size] |
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Post by rachelblack on May 4, 2011 16:30:24 GMT 10
Rachel looked at him as she kept hold of him taking in a deep breath as she heard that he was only staying for a day or two. She shook her head as she pulled back "Jake, you can't just leave again, we need you here with us" She walked towards the window and took in a breath as she closed her eyes "Jake, you left us once and now your going to leave again" She sighed as she reopened her eyes "Rebecca wont even come to visit and with just me and dad, the house seems empty, except when Paul's around"
She looked out the window and took in a breath "They need to know your safe and alive" She told him as she turned to leave him "Jake, listen to me we all need time away but when you left we were left alone and it hurt us all because we didn't know if you were dead or alive. Dad had Charlie put up fliers because you were missing" She took in a breath as she finally turned to look at him "If you don't want them to know your back, then I suggest you hide out in your room because Paul and Sam are coming by in about an hour or two"
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on May 4, 2011 16:51:09 GMT 10
He looked down to her , watching her as she shook her head and pulled back. He heard her say that they needed him. He was worried now. "Why? What is there that Sam and the other can't do?
[/color]" he questioned. He watched as she went over to the window and closed her eyes before reopening them and looking out the window to the shallow forest laid out before their house. He didn't say anything when she mentioned they needed to know that he was okay. He knew that they would know he was. He sat on the kitchen counter watching her as she spoke again. " Why would he do that? He knew that I would be okay. I told Sam that I was leaving. Dad should have known I would be okay. I'm a. . .[/color]" he trailed off, not meaning to say what he had already. He didn't want to be the one who broke the truth to her if she didn't already know. He tried to cover his tracks of what he was about to say so she may not have noticed how he had suddenly trailed off. He thought quickly for something to say, but nothing came up quick enough for him to say. He looked to the side of the counter, feeling her eyes upon him. " I may just have to do that. I'm not ready to deal with Sam yet. . . Rach, I have reasons for going back. But I will be home soon after that.[/color]" Lyrics by: Sam J Clark - Broken [/blockquote][/blockquote] [/size] |
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Post by rachelblack on May 4, 2011 17:00:18 GMT 10
Rachel looked at him as she shook her head "I needed you. I needed you here and you weren't here Jake" She sighed as she leaned against the window seal and crossed her arms over her chest looking at him "I wasn't ready to be here without you" She admitted as she took in a deep breath. Rachel didn't know if there any vampires or new wolves in town since she was still in the dark about everything.
She looked at him as she listened to him speak "So Sam did know you left. Remind me to hurt Sam later for not saying anything" She was going to hurt Sam and she would dare Paul or anyone to stop her from hurting him. She glanced down and back up at him "Are you even going to come back home to live here or just stay a day or two and then take off?" She needed to know because it was hard enough to be there without Rebecca but to be in La Push with out her brother was something she didn't want to do.
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on May 4, 2011 18:42:49 GMT 10
He looked up to her, feeling disappointed within himself for not been there for his sister. "I'm sorry
[/color]" he whispered, looking to the floor as he hear her sigh. He looked back up to her, seeing her leaning against the window seal. He smirked hearing her tell him to remind her to hurt Sam when she saw him. He crossed his arms tightly around his chest, suddenly feeling uncomfortable about Rachel even trying to hurt Sam. " I wouldn't do that if I were you. I don't even think Paul or I could save you then,[/color]" he murmured, kicking his shoes off and putting his knees to his chin, wrapping his arms around his legs. He sighed hearing her question. He thought deeply for a moment about her question. He had planned on coming back and staying, but he wasn't sure if things around home were going to get too hard for him again. He didn't want the pain of his old life to come back, and yet, he had missed his old life so much. He didn't know what to think or say. He knew what he wanted, but, he couldn't be both in his old life and his new. " I don't know yet. I'm still sorting things out for myself. That's why I came back. To work out what I want and need. I planned on coming back and staying, but I don't know if things are going to be how I wanted them to.[/color]" He sighed, placing a hand on the cabnet and jumping down from the counter. " But if I went back again, I wouldn't mind if you came to visit me,[/color]" he smiled for a moment. " I just need to work out what I want in my life for now.[/color]" Lyrics by: Sam J Clark - Broken [/blockquote][/blockquote] [/size] |
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Post by rachelblack on May 5, 2011 1:36:52 GMT 10
Rachel looked at him as she took in a breath when he told her not to hurt Sam "Why not? I'm not afraid of Sam nor have I ever been. He lied to us, he told us you said nothing to him before he left and your telling me not to hurt him??" She shook her head "I can't just sit by and do nothing when he knew you left and said nothing to anyone" She closed her eyes briefly before she reopened them to look over at him.
She glanced down at the ground as her arms stayed crossed over her chest as she listened to him and sighed before looking back up at him "Nothing is ever the same after you leave and then come back, I should know" She told him as she took in a breath "After mom died and when I went off to school, I thought it'd be easier come back but it never was the same" She told him as she took in a breath "We want you home Jake, dad hasn't been the same since you left" She admitted as she looked at him "Atleast see him before you take off again, let him know your ok and safe" She didn't say weather or not she would go visit him, since she was still thinking it over.
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