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Post by Bella Swan on Jul 12, 2011 4:24:06 GMT 10
Bella heard Edwards words of him being there. She was thankful of him being there too. He always had a way of calming her and getting her to stop those tears. As she leaned back from him and wiped her tears with the palm of her hand, brown eyes searched his while he said Jacob hadn't left. At least not yet.
She sucked in a deep breath. He was in her room? Slowly she turned her head to glance down the hall and towards her bedroom. She didn't know what to do. She knew only one thing and that was that she didn't want to fight with either Jake or Edward.
She ran her hands down the sides of her jeans and glanced to Edward. She had to talk to Jake. She had to say something to him, only she didn't know what. Hesitantly she pulled her hand from Edwards and turned to take a few quiet steps down the hall and to her bedrooms doorway. Inside she seen Jake on her bed.
She leaned against the door frame and just kept her brown eyes on Jake. "I am sorry Jake. I was going to tell you I seen Edward and that he was back. I was going to call you.. I just didn't know how to do it.. I didn't want to hurt you or have you upset." Bella had nothing hurtful to say. Her words came from her heart. She loved Jake. She loved Edward. She wasn't going to lie to either man if she could help it. She glanced behind her to Edward. She didn't want him to disappear on her either. Soon her gaze returned to Jake.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Jul 12, 2011 4:56:53 GMT 10
Edward felt ambivalent at the moment - on one hand, he felt upset and hurt because Bella was hurting. On the other: He didn't want Jake to leave forever....who else could he argue with?! As he felt Bella's hand slip away and to her side, he also dropped his hand, clenching it into a slight ball, his mind sifting the thoughts.
He then saw Bella leaning into the room. He walked closer to her; he stood directly beside her, even though he was deliberately not listening to the conversation since it was probably private. He didn't have to PRETEND he was listening anyway. A small but devious smirk flared onto Edward's lips - he could get used to Jake not being here.
Edward could read Bella's body language via Jake's thoughts as he leant down, and used his soft fingers to brush Bella's hair from the back of her neck - he then grazed it with his lips and spoke against her strawberry scented hair, "I'm not going anywhere,"
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on Jul 12, 2011 5:08:53 GMT 10
Without even having to turn his face side ways to look at Bella, he could sense she was leaning up against the door frame of her room. He looked to her, holding her gaze while listening to what she had to say to him. He sat up before standing to his feet and walking over to her side.
He bit his lower lip while staring down at the floor, shaking his head. He stood in font of her, taking her wrists softly into his grasp and looked up to her. Edward was now standing behind her, but he didn't care. "No, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said those things. I'm sorry. Its just that I've acted on instinct for so long, it just takes over me. I am sorry," he whispered almost silently and in a husky tone while still holding her gaze. He wanted her to know he had meant every word of what he was saying now. He was truly sorry. He hoped she believed the things he was saying.
Words: -- Lyrics By: Russian Roulette - Rihanna Post Inspired By: Escape - Enrique Iglesia Tags: Jacob, Edward & Bella Notes: --
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Post by Bella Swan on Jul 12, 2011 5:24:05 GMT 10
Bella needed to think. It was too hard with Edward touching his lips against her neck. The very touch of his made her heart flutter and skip beats. She told him he did that too, whenever hed touch her. It was as if he was doing that on purpose at the moment to make her not think of the talk at hand but on that carassing... She closed her eyes. She found herself stirring and pushing off the frame of the door. Mind wanted more of those lips upon her. As she gasped out and opened her eyes, she realized Jake had gotten up and came over to her. Her small hands were in his bigger, warmer ones.
She snapped out of that hazy mind state she was in and tried to focus on what he was saying to her. He was appologizing. Bella felt hot. " Is it hot in here?" Not the right time to sayt such a thing but she moved from Edward and Jake to walk over towards her desk. She looked down at the items on her desk and made herself focus again. She turned slowly to look at Jake. " Its alright, I forgive you. Jake.. Edward.. you both can't do that." She left it as that. She knew they would both know what she meant. One couldn't use his touches to make her feel better and one couldn't use the imprint to get to her. Naughty men.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Jul 12, 2011 5:36:26 GMT 10
Edward could still read Bella using Jake. He realised that even though she felt powerless against his vampire pros and.....Jacob's cons...he knew he had to let Jake and Bella lay some sort of groundwork before heading into any unknown or unwanted (from Edward) territory.
As quick as his lips wanted to return to Bella's sweet skin, she was gone: now stood at her desk, eyeing morosely at what looked like a messy pile. He then narrowed his eyes at the fact that the mutt had been forgiven so easily!
Edward's sullen lips turned up into a slight smug smile at the sound of Bella telling both him and Jake off. Apparently, as fun as it was, Bella hated when Edward got heated with Jake. I am sure she hated it the other way around too, but he could tell that Jake loved it; from the way his thoughts laid out.
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on Jul 13, 2011 2:35:06 GMT 10
Jacob's eyes narrowed slightly with seeing Edward teasing Bella's neck. He rolled his eyes and looked into Bella eyes while thinking immature . He was pretty sure Edward was just trying to tease Jacob by kissing Bella's neck in front of him. But two could play at that game if he wanted to, but Jacob had changed over the years. He let the type of things Edward was doing go by him now. He felt better with hearing he was forgiven. He really hated hurting Bella.
He looked to Bella as she walked over to her desk and rose an eye brow at what she had said. Instantly, with hearing that, his old self came back. "No, its not . . . yet. But I can fix that," he murmured, walking over to Bella's desk, looking at her cockily. "And what was I doing? I was only holding your wrists, Bella. He was the one who was making out with your neck." He then looked to Edward then as an idea came to him. He couldn't help but speak it out loud. "Well. we could both get you back to a normal temperature, if he's not too chicken that is." he looked back to Bella then with a cocky smirk, wondering if she knew what he meant. "You wouldn't have to choose either of us then . . . and, well, if he is too chicken, I could easily get Embry or Quil over," he snickered playfully.
He looked between both Bella and Edward, knowing either of them were likely to see the humour in what he had just said. "Joking," he shrugged, leaning against the side of Bella's desk.
Words: -- Lyrics By: Russian Roulette - Rihanna Post Inspired By: Escape - Enrique Iglesia Tags: Jacob, Edward & Bella Notes: Did you two set this out to get me and Jake on our pervy sides? Cause it worked.
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Post by Bella Swan on Jul 29, 2011 2:22:28 GMT 10
Bella looked up from the desk and to Jake. She frowned at what she was seeing in his eyes. She knew darn well that Edward could hear the thoughts of Jakes. She knew how Jake could be at times too, to torment Edward. She lifted a hand and pointed a finger between the both of them.
Her soft voice wasn't soft at the moment. Nor was it quiet. This is what I mean. Stop it. Stop teasing one another. Stop thinking Jake. Edward, play nice! She just stared between the two for a long moment in silence. Taking a deep breath, she stepped from between both of them and headed over to her bed. She lowered down to sit and glanced to Jake.
She wasn't quite sure what Jake had meant by not having to chose either of them if Edward wasn't too chicken. Chicken? What was that in reference to. She narrowed her eyes slightly at Jake. Something told her she wouldn't enjoy what Jake had in mind. She shook her head sadly at him. To be honest, what both of them were doing to her wasn't making things better, it was making it all the worse. She couldn't see how they both didn't see that. She didnt want fighting. She didnt want bickering. She sure didn't want Embry or Quil there at the moment!
Enough had been enough. At that very moment, she jumped up from the bed and pointed to her door. Both of you go home. Go fight somewhere else. Just not here! Bella ran out past them and down the steps towards the front door of the house. She could care less at the moment about leaving them in her wake. She needed air. She needed time to think. Once she had opened the door and slipped out into the evening, she ran towards the treeline back behind her house and found a downed log to sit down on. Immediately after sitting, she buried her head into her hands and started to cry.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Aug 3, 2011 23:50:31 GMT 10
Edward knew he had upset Bella, he so much wanted to go and comfort her. He was more than happy to stop fighting with Jake. At that moment, he looked to Bella with furrowed brows, "Oh Bella, love. I will stop, I don't like seeing you upset. Excuse the turn of phrase but it kills me."
He then witnessed Bella run out and to the back of the house. He glanced at Jake, "Jacob, do you think it's possible to stop fighting, for Bella? I will keep up my end of the deal if you do too. It's upsetting her, and I care about her. A lot.
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on Aug 4, 2011 1:20:35 GMT 10
With hearing Bella say 'stop thinking' he couldn't help but roll his eyes. That was an impossible thing for Jacob to do. Stop thinking, how many times over the past two years had he tried to do that? Only a million or more. . . "Impossible," he murmured almost silently, looking down at the floor below him before looking back up and holding her gaze for a minute. "What?" he asked, with seeing a look in her eye before shaking her head and looking away from him for a minute. He wished he knew what she had been thinking within that moment.
He looked to Edward with hearing him speaking and wasn't able to help holding back the thought of Suck up, when he heard what he had said. It had been the first thing which had came to his mind. He didn't say anything other than, "Sorry," Bella spoke again. "I was only playing."
With sensing her emotions suddenly change, he wondered once more what was going through her mind as she stood up from her bed and told them to both go home. There was no way Jacob was going to leave her upset like this. There was no way in hell would he leave her like this, even if Edward did. "Bella, stop, please," he begged as she ran out of the room. He growled, annoyed with himself. How was it Edward was the only one who made react that way?! He shook his head as his hands started to shake too. With hearing Edward speaking to him, he looked back to him from the corner of his eye and bit his lower lip with trying to gain focus of the tremors going through him. Edward words annoyed him. "And I don't?!" he growled and headed towards the window before jumping out of it, looking for Bella. He wasn't going to leave Bella alone, and almost on night fall with a leech like Kasey still looking for him. The lands may have been quiet for now, but he knew that could easily change within a couple of minutes.
He looked around the house before spotting her sitting on a log crying. He sighed and went over to her side and sat beside her. "I'm sorry Bella," he whispered and brought her into his arms. "If it helps anything, for this moment, we're just friends, nothing more or less. No feelings, nothing, okay?" he whispered, wanting to do anything he could to make things better for her. He hated seeing her upset, especially when he was half the reason for it.
Words: -- Lyrics By: Russian Roulette - Rihanna Post Inspired By: Russian Roulette - Rihanna Tags: Jacob, Edward & Bella Notes:
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Post by Bella Swan on Aug 5, 2011 4:08:24 GMT 10
Bella had left the two men to fight out their differences amongst themselves. She wanted no part of it. It was all too much for her to be honest. If that wasn't enough in thought alone, she had gone through all this once before. She remembered it all too well and all the heartache each felt weighed heavy on her thoughts. Time couldn't erase memories or pain that had been felt and caused. She knew it all too well.
Sitting on that log, she had thought she would be alone for a few moments to gather her composure. Only that wasnt the case. After a few minutes she looked up to see Jake having come out to find her. Her chocolate eyes watched has as he came to her and sat down beside her. Once his arms encased her and he held her close, she leaned her head to his muscled shoulders. His warmth was comforting to Bella.
She listened to his words and shook her head. Couldnt he see it? By them trying to be just friends made things that much harder for them. Both loved one another, like it or not. Time had never rid of that. Imprinting only intensified the matter. "Jake, friendships between an imprint and the other isn't possible. We both know this. Its only us lying to one another. I adore you. You know this. You know of my feelings for you, but you must realize there are feelings for Edward. I don't mean to hurt you. Or him. Maybe coming back here was a mistake? Maybe I should just go back home to my mothers."
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Post by Edward Cullen on Aug 5, 2011 4:29:26 GMT 10
Edward was torn. He wanted to go and comfort Bella but he knew that he shouldn't, he loved her and respected her. However, his virtue wasn't a concern today. Without thinking, he blurred out to where Bella was. He slowed to a human pace jogging and came over to Bella, his brows furrowed with anguish at the sight of Bella upset. He was willing to be nice to Jacob for Bella, as he thought this, he stepped closer to her. "Bella, I am sorry. If you want me to leave, I'll understand"
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on Aug 5, 2011 4:40:02 GMT 10
It surprised Jacob when Bella actually leaned into his chest after wrapping his arms around her. For some reason, he actually thought she would push him away. But he was glad that hadn't been the case. He loved holding her, comforting her when she needed him to. It was what he loved doing the most, other than kissing her that is.
He nodded with understanding what she was saying. "I know, but, just for the rest of today . . . the imprint doesn't exist, nothing like that does. We're just friends, if that helps make you feel any better," he whispered and looked up to Edward as he walked up to them. He didn't move from Bella's side, nor look or think anything as Edward started to speak. It was only when he said the final few words, Jacob looked to him in shock, but his mind was blank.
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