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Post by Bella Swan on Jun 10, 2011 5:45:06 GMT 10
Bella had a busy afternoon. She wanted everything to be right for Edward to come over and have dinner with her and Charlie. She knew her father hadn't known that Edward was back and figured she would surprise him on this. After doing a bit of shopping for needed dinner food and arriving back home, she headed to the kitchen to prepare for the evenings meal.
She started cutting up the items for a salad. She and her dad hadn't had a salad with their steak dinner in a long time and with the occassion being Edwards welcoming home of sorts, she spent the next fifteen minutes or so doing that.
She hadn't spoken to Jacob that day or a whole lot since finding out Edward was home. All of her time seemed to be with Edward. She sensed though, as well as she knew Jacob, he would call or come over eventually, so she would wait til then to explain why she hasn't really been around. Which mind you, this wasn't something she was looking forward to. Shed try and put it off a bit longer.. maybe tomorrow? Sure, why not.
While Bella worked in the kitchen, she hummed a classical tune to herself and moved from one counter to another to do various things. Edward would be there any moment and she couldn't wait to see him and have him talk with her father.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Jun 10, 2011 5:56:40 GMT 10
Edward set off to Bella's house at top speed, like he always did. He loved this, he loved being Bella's again, so to speak. He was also, quite interested to see if Charlie had eased up on the whole 'Separation' thing yet. He mulled various things over in his head with the radio on, he was singing to a bit of a poignant song, he didn't know the lyrics but he was captured by the chorus, "Baby, I'm back!"..He laughed at the sheer importance of how this related to life.
He was nearly at Bella's. He didn't really know what Bella's preference was on gifts outside of birthdays and christmas; even then he knew that she wasn't into it very much. He had gotten Bella some flowers and had them resting on the back seat for when he saw her.
He eventually pulled up outside the house, opened his door and blurred around to retrieve the flowers, holding them behind his back. He briskly walked up to the porch door and knocked, exciting to await Bella's face.
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on Jun 10, 2011 6:27:43 GMT 10
With the music going loudly within his shed all day while it rained heavily outside, he danced like a brainless idiot to the music of Pitbull's. He had learned of the singer while he had been in New York and loved the lively beat that only Pitbull's music seemed to have. Some of the songs made him think of Bella for no reason what so ever. He grinned while dancing and lip-sinking. He had been in the best of moods since he had seen Bella a few days ago. He had missed her so much.
The thought of their kiss made him smile against his index finger as he remembered back to that moment - that moment when he hadn't ever felt so alive. He was missing her again, a lot. He looked out the window and saw the rain had finally stopped. He let the final song finish before turning off his CD player within his rabbit and stepped out of the shed. He looked around himself before stripping and tying his clothes to his wrist and ankle and took off running through the forest of La Push before hitting the forests of Forks. He couldn't wait to see Bella, though, he couldn't help but wonder to strange feel he kept getting over the past couple of days that something wasn't right.
He shrugged off the thought and feeling and took off running even faster than he already had been running. He could feel the cold wetness of the earth under his paws as he ran and the left over drops on the ferns and greenery around him as it brushed past him while running. He let out a loud howl with the feeling of excitement coursing through his body,
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Lyrics By: Russian Roulette - Rihanna
Post Inspired By: Give Me Everything - Pitbull
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Post by Bella Swan on Jun 24, 2011 4:19:42 GMT 10
Hearing the knock on the door, Bella glanced in the direction of the door. Edward! He was there. She quickly washed her hands and dried them and headed for the front door. Upon opening it she seen Edward there and instantly smiled a bright smile. She took a step forward and gave him a hug. A kiss was placed to his cheek and when she stepped back, she motioned him to come into the house.
"Do come in Edward. I'm just working in the kitchen preparing the food. Charlie should be getting home soon from the station as well. " She moved back even more to step deeper into the house and then turned to head back towards the kitchen. Once inside of the kitchen, she continued what she was doing and glanced over to Edward. "Charlie will be shocked I'm sure that you have come home. "For the time being, everything seemed perfect. She had Edward there once again and she wasn't about to let him slip through her fingers again.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Jun 24, 2011 5:10:33 GMT 10
Edward's face lit up when the door opened, revealing the perfect girl. Bella. He loved how he instantly got a hug. He loved her warm skin and her beautiful scent, he inhaled her hair deeply. The next thing he felt was a kiss on his cheek.
He walked in after Bella, still with his hands behind his back, to the kitchen table and sat down - watching Bella move around the kitchen was enjoyable to him. He loved when she was being human. He chuckled at her comment regarding Charlie, "Yes but the question is with the shock be relief or sarcastic?"
He then stood up and walked into the path of Bella's work and raised his eyebrows at her, he then brought his hand out to his front and extended the flowers to her. "I apologize for the cheesy cliché but I just wanted to!" He chuckled lightly.
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on Jun 24, 2011 5:45:21 GMT 10
With running faster through the forest, something within his heart made him think there was something off, to be cautious of something that might happen, but he ignored it all together. He didn’t care what he was feeling. He just wanted to see Bella and that was it. He just wanted to see her, smell her comforting, sweet scent again, hold her in his arms and kiss her again. That was all he wanted to do, was to show her just how much she meant to him and what it was like for her to be finally his – that’s what he thought anyway. . .
With coming up to her house, he paused within the cover of the trees, phased back and pulled back on his clothes. He shook his shoulders with quickly walk-running to her house. He could see her in the kitchen cooking and smiled brightly with seeing her. My Bella, he thought proudly. He wondered if it was a bad time to see her with her obviously cooking dinner, but then, he thought that maybe he could help her, or do the full job himself. He wouldn’t mind cooking for her. He loved cooking for her. He shook his head with making up his mind on what he was going to do. I can’t stay away, he thought and headed towards the house again. He didn’t see anyone else but her in the kitchen from outside. He decided to sneak into the house. He knew that he might scare her, but he could be careful to at least try and not.
With opening the back door silently, he stepped into the house and closed the door behind him. Once at the doorway of the kitchen, he smiled with seeing her and only her once again. He didn’t see Edward what so ever. She was the only one he saw and wanted to see. With taking four strides towards her his warm arms wrapped around her waist slowly. He knew that she would know the touch of his warm skin and arms around her. He leaned into her with his head on the side of her neck. “Guess who,” he murmured softly into her ear and brushed his lips over the skin of her neck, slightly teasingly, before leaning that little bit closer and kissing her passionately on the lips, like he had only ever kissed her once before, on the mountain before the fight with the new born vampires. He smiled against her lips with the thoughts of her being finally his going through his mind, along with the words she had spoken. He finally felt complete for the first time in his life. He felt like there wasn’t anything wrong or was ever going to be wrong ever again, as long as he had her as his own.
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Lyrics By: Russian Roulette - Rihanna
Post Inspired By: I Can't Stay Away - The Veronicas
Tags: Jacob & Bella
Notes: Ouch, Jacob's going to be crushed thanks to you two now! (-_-,)
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Post by Bella Swan on Jul 2, 2011 2:12:40 GMT 10
Bella had looked down only for a moment to set aside the nights dinner veggie and when she lookeed up, she seen Edward with flowers in his hands. Her eyes brighten immediately and as she came from around the counter to take the flowers, she leaned to kiss Edward softly upon his lips. A soft and happy murmur came from her lips a moment later as she glanced down to the flowers. " Thank you Edward. I love them." Even though it was a gift and Edward knew how she felt about such things, she was open to recieving flowers. Not only were flowers beautiful, they smelled just as wonderful. Bella turned around to search for a vase and pulled one down from a shelf. She filled it with water and placed the flowers inside the vase.
This action only took a few minutes tops, but that seemed all there was needed for Jacob to sneak into her house. She felt arms slinking in from behind her to wrap around her waist. Naturally, she thought it was Edward. She hadn't realized Jacob was there just yet. As soon as she pressed hands to his, she realized the change in body heat and spun around. Just at this time was when Jacob was whispering against the crest of her neck. Before she had the chance to respond and ask Jacob why he was there and yell at him for not calling before he shown up, she felt the press of his warm lips to hers.
For the slightest of moments she pressed into the kiss of Jakes. It was just as wonderful as she remembered any of the recent past times. As hands slowly pulled from Jakes to slide around her back and into the back pockets of her jeans, she pulled from Jake in a bit of shock. How could she react to this with both men there in her kitchen?
Immediately she pulled a hand free from her back pocket and wiped at her lips. The taste of Jake naturally lingering within rosy lips. She peered to Jake and then swung her gaze to the man behind her. Confussion and shock of how she was going to handle this laid across her features of her face as she looked between Edward and Jake. From somewhere within herself, she found the strength to speak. "Jake.." There was a pause. She didn't want to go through this tonight. " Edward is here." She motioned behind him and then turned around.
The other hand came from her pocket and she pressed both palms to the countertop. Her mind whirling on how she feared this night was suddenly going to turn. She could already feel the burn of tears wanting to slip free from her eyes.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Jul 4, 2011 3:27:20 GMT 10
Edward couldn't be fooled, he knew Jacob was here the second he had considered coming. He knew that Jake thought no-one had noticed and he liked it. A playful, evil smirk danced across his lips as he thought to himself, "Wolves are such idiots." He constantly stood behind Bella, listening to the slight sounds he knew were Jake. He looked to Bella with a smile and then to the flowers, "I am glad you like them sweetie" He was playing the good guy for once, he was just happy that he was here with her again. He didn't care about wolves at the moment, he just cared about one person and one person only. The centre of his universe - Bella. He then saw Jake as his arms slipped around Bella's waist. The fury Edward suddenly felt was incomparable, he felt like ripping Jake to shreds then and there - but he couldn't, he didn't want to hurt Bella like that. He did however, hiss and snarl under his breath and think of many ways of how Jake could get injured..or die. This gave that smirk another reason to show itself. When he witnessed Jake touch lips to Bella, he did however speak up. He blurred towards the side of Bella so that he was in full few of Jake and harshly put a hand on his shoulder, lightly digging his fingers in, he spoke - his tone almost demonic.."What. Do. You. Think. You. Are. Doing?  |
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on Jul 4, 2011 5:09:26 GMT 10
With feeling her hands covering his, he smiled. That was how it should have been all along. Just he and her. He hadn't ever thought or felt those few words so much than within that slight moment she kissed him back before pulling away. He looked down to her, slightly confused to why she had pulled away so soon, and then he picked up on her emotions. They were off. They weren't like how they had been the last time he had seen her. His eyes stayed on her with confusion, but, for some reason, he couldn't bring himself to question her what was wrong.
As she stepped back and placed her hands on the counter tops behind her, he heard the words of what he could sense was bothering her. It was within that same moment, Edward suddenly came into full view just as he was about to step closer to Bella. With feeling Edward's hand grip his shoulder harshly and his fingers lightly digging into his skin, he looked up to him with hearing his words. "Kissing my girlfriend hello," he growled and then, everything hit him so hard. His gaze went to Bella and dropped with realization hitting him of what Edward was doing here. His breath picked up and a slight tremor hit his body. "Get you're hand off of me!" he snarled and pushed Edward away from him so he was no longer touching him. He looked up to Bella again, holding her gaze for a moment and before he could stop himself, the one word he knew would cut her deeply came out. "Why?" And then he turned away too quickly for her to pick up any pain he was feeling coming fourth.
He couldn't believe it! It was all happening again, even after everything she had said just a couple of days ago. . . her words echoed through his head over and over again.
Be happy? Us? Together? Im yours...that is all that matters now. For just a second, she was his. That stung deep, deeper than it had ever before. It was hurting like he hadn't ever felt it before.
He had always knew it was a choice between both Edward of him, but he hadn't realized he was second best, until now. She only wanted him, if Edward wasn't around. Why hadn't he realized that sooner? If he had, he may have not came so quickly to believing her words. He knew better than to believe it again, and yet, he had fallen so quickly and easily.
He stopped in the doorway of kitchen and turned around abruptly. "Why did you say those things to me Bella?!" he asked harshly. "Was it to keep me here, so you could go running back to him the second he came back and so things could go back to normal again? Like they were before I left? Or was it because you just wanted to hurt me again?" he said bitterly. He knew his own words were only came back to hurt him, the very second they hurt her, he would feel it times two. "I already told you I couldn't keep fighting for you Bella. And . . . if you think that is going to happen again, its not. Because I'm leaving for good this time. I give up. You just pulled the trigger."
He shook his head and turned away before she could see the tears he was holding back. He was done.
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Post by Bella Swan on Jul 7, 2011 9:08:57 GMT 10
Bella blinked when Jake snarled in such a tone to Edward. This wasn't how this was supposed to go. She wasn't planning on Jake finding out that Edward was back like this. She just looked between the two sadly. Her eyes misted with the oncoming of tears. " Jake.." She turned from the counter and took a few steps towards him.
She gave a quick glance to Edward and then snapped her head around to Jake as he demanded answers. She was speechless. She didn't know what to do or say at the moment other than let the tears fall freely. His words were hurtful. She knew he was hurting but to be as cold as he suddenly was?
"Jake I said those things because I meant them!" She lifted a hand to wipe her tears away and then looked down. " I didn't mean to hurt you Jake. I didn't mean to, I swear. I wasn't using you either til Edward came back. I didn't even know he was coming back! He... he.. you.." She looked to Edward and felt more tears coming from her eyes. She shook softly.
This was too much. She didn't know what to do or say. She gave one last look at both Edward and Jake and mouthed the words that she was sorry and then turned to run from the kitchen and towards the stairs that led to her bedroom.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Jul 8, 2011 2:18:34 GMT 10
As soon as Edward had finished being told off by Jake (pathetic?!), he could see the feud that encroached the room. He actually felt remorse for Jake when he gave his words out like that. He did though, raise his brow and look to Bella when he found that she had meant them, he didn't say anything though. He knew anything he would say, would hurt Bella.
After the whole escapade, Edward looked to Jake - not with anger in his eyes but sympathy, "I'm sorry that this happened Jake. I wasn't planning this, it just happened". He then raised his arm and placed his hand on Jake's shoulder, hoping he would realise that Edward was empathizing with him. "Jake, please."
When he watched Bella run upstairs, Edward felt the excruciating pain inside again - one that he could only receive from his transformation. He watched the stairs momentarily and swiftly back to Jake, and in the nicest way possible : "Jake, I think you'd better go. Not for good...just..for now. She's a little upset right now. Sorry Jake"
He then let go off Jake's shoulder and blurred upstairs in search of Bella.
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on Jul 8, 2011 3:51:47 GMT 10
Seeing Bella come closer to him, he shook his head and took another step closer to the door. He couldn't have her touch him now. He would lose it, he knew that all too well. He bit his lower lip so hard, it was surprising it hadn't broken the skin. He turned around to leave before she had said anything and then stopped dead where he had been standing, with the hurt she was feeling coming over him.
His breath became deeper as his eyes grimaced with the pain he was feeling from her. He turned back around to her just as she started to speak. Tears flowed down her cheeks freely now. He wanted to wipe them away and make her feel better, but at the same time, he couldn't bring himself to do so. He didn't want to get close to anyone ever again, encase he was hurt, but he knew, it would be easier to do with others, but not with Bella.
He shook his head with only half of him believing her. "Then, why didn't you come to me the second you saw him?! Or at least called me?!" he asked, pleading. "I had felt for the past two days things weren't right, but I ignore it. I guess deep down, I knew the truth and I didn't want to accept it!" He stopped speaking with seeing her shaking. He was worried, and before he could say or do anymore, she glanced at both he and Edward before running upstairs. "Bella, I'm sorry!" he shouted before he could even think to stop himself.
He started to shake with being annoyed with himself. He couldn't believe what he had just said to her. He could feel the pain and hurt he had put her through and he hated it. Damn imprint! he thought in a growl as his eyes closed slowly, while trying to calm himself, but it wasn't working. Nothing was. It especially didn't help when he felt Edward's hand being placed upon his shoulder again. He shook his head at Edward's words, not believing them for a second. Even if they were true, he didn't believe they were. He scoffed and growled, annoyed, with hearing Edward's words of Bella being a little upset.
He looked to Edward from the corner of his eye, his eyes now black to rage. "A little upset?! She's not just a little upset!" he growled. "I can feel just how upset she is! I can feel each and everything she's feeling right now! Something you would never understand." He looked away from Edward, shaking harder than before. "And if you think reverse psychology is going to work on me, think again! Because I am leaving for good!" he snarled and walked towards the door while shaking heavily.
He ran towards the forest and quickly took off his clothes and left them where they fell. He phased and started running towards home faster than he could ever remember running before. His heart raced with the pain, both his own and what he had caused Bella. He shook his head at the emotions, trying to forget about them. He needed a distraction and he needed it fast. "Sam?! Embry?! Quil?! Leah?! Seth?! Paul?! Jared?! he called loudly, hoping one of them was around for a fight, but none of them were. He snarled, frustrated with himself. He stopped and looked back towards Bella's house. He sighed deeply, knowing there was no way he could forget how Bella was feeling that quickly, or ever for that matter of fact.
He turned around and started to run back to the house. Just on the edge of the forest, he phased back again and only pulled his jeans back on. Making sure to keep his mind empty so Edward wouldn't know he was already back, he made his way around to the side of the house where he knew her bedroom was. He looked up and saw the window half open. It was going to be a tight squeeze, but he would make himself fit. He ran over to the tree and silently climbed up to it and squeezed through the window. It had only been a couple of minutes since he had left, but Bella wasn't in her room yet. He turned around and then seen the dream catcher he had given her all those years ago, and with it, all the memories of the two of them together came rushing back to him.
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Post by Bella Swan on Jul 11, 2011 9:48:10 GMT 10
Bella had just gotten halfway up the steps when she heard Jacobs voice from within the kitchen. He was leaving and this time it was for good. She couldn't blame him for his reactions to what he was seeing that day in her house. She only blamed him for being so cruel in his words to her. He had meant to hurt her and he succeeded in that. She was crying hard and using the back of her hands to wipe away the steady stream of tears as they poured from her eyes.
She didn't know what to do. She knew she loved the two men greatly. Each holding a special spot in her heart and for different reasons. She wanted both and yet wanted only one. She was scared. Scared for things she was promised that she realized once again wasn't held at heart. Jacob promised her he wasn't going to leave her again and he just had said he was going to. A broken promise that no one knew destroyed Bella more than she could ever even fathom.
She had took a few more steps to climb the stairs, getting to the second floor landing when she seen Edward there at her side. Her brown eyes lifted up to look at him. Her small and warm hand pressed softly to his chest. She could only look at him. She had no words to express how she was feeling.
A second later she was wrapping her arms around his waist and crying into his chest with soft sobs. He is leaving. He promised me he wouldn't. He promised! She clung tightly to Edward and was glad he was there for she needed him to be with her right then. She had no clue that Jacob had come back and was in her room. |
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Post by Edward Cullen on Jul 12, 2011 2:18:29 GMT 10
Edward smiled a fragment, no-one could tell, at the fact that he loved being there for Bella. He felt her hand on his chest, as he leant down slightly to kiss her hair softly. The next thing he felt was two arms wrap around him as she started to flow and sob to his chest. He felt tall for some reason, more so than he did when she wasn't hugging him, "I'm here Bella," he lulled in a whisper.
He felt like he was non-existent when Bella felt upset - he hated it, he wanted her to be happy always. He heard her muffled words, as he edged his eyes down to look at her, "I don't he is gone...just yet." He laughed softly. He enjoyed being able to read minds - even if the constant desire to read Bella's was completely null and void.
He then took one hand and unbound Bella's arm and held her hand in his, lifting it up to kiss it, whilst whispering..."I have an inkling he is in your room."
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Post by ✯Jacob Black✯ on Jul 12, 2011 2:43:21 GMT 10
All the memories of them being together came flooding back to Jacob. The first time he met Bella when they were little and then when she came back to Forks to stay with Charlie. And then when Edward left, how they worked in his shed on the bikes together. All the memories seemed to be deeper than he had ever thought they would be. The things they did together. How close they become and they how things suddenly changed when Edward came back, and then changed yet again when he left and came back. How close they had been just a couple of days ago. She had been finally his, just for a couple of days. The kiss they shared . . . he sighed deeply with all those sensations coming back to him with that memory.
His thumb ran over his lower lip with closing his eyes and sitting on her bed. His face grimaced as his hand dropped to his leg. Things just suddenly were making sense and then, once again, it was spiraling out of control like it hadn't ever before. He shook his head, leaning back and staring up at the ceiling of Bella's room. It was only then he realized he had started to think and that Edward would have more than likely have heard everything he had thought and would know he was in Bella's room. He had listened to everything Bella had said. It cut him deeply to know how just how much he had hurt her. He knew just how deeply emotionally he had hurt her, he could feel and sense it for himself. And then with hearing the following words from Edward, it only reassured what he had thought. Edward knew he was in Bella's room, and now all he could do, was wait and see what her reaction was going to be.
He didn't care what she had to say to him, or what she wanted to do to him. He didn't care, he would accept every hurtful word she had to say and everything else which came with it. Jacob knew he deserved it after the things he had said to her. It was her turn to hurt him. It didn't seem to matter what he or she did, it all came down to one thing. They could ran and hide, but either of them could escape each others love and feelings for one and other.
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Lyrics By: Russian Roulette - Rihanna
Post Inspired By: Escape - Enrique Iglesia
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