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Post by Edward Cullen on May 18, 2011 3:37:43 GMT 10
Edward listened to the words and remained as still as a statue for some moments, until he opened his eyes and proceeded with the low almost inaudible voice, "I....I....I..knew this would happen," Surprisingly, he didn't go AWOL towards Bella or thoughts against Jake....yet.
He just stood there, relaxing his eyes so they were halfway between open and closed and dropped his fists to the side. He began clenching his jaw slightly, but didn't say anything until
"You love him."
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Post by Bella Swan on May 18, 2011 3:49:33 GMT 10
Bella wasn't about to lie to him and tell him she didn't love him. She had spent the past few days with him, unaware that Edward was truly back. But on the other hand, she loved Edward. He was the one who was supposed to her husband. She was the one who was supposed turned by Edward. Tears started to flow more freely now. Whenever she got flustered, she cried. She hated that. She would of bit at her lips or tongue had it been a thought. She stepped towards Edward and leaned her body against his hard body and wraped her arms around him. She was clinging to him. She couldn't find words to explain how she felt. Was silence better at the moment, she sensed it was.
After a few minutes of holding tightly onto Edward, she gasped out words. The only words that came to her head at the moment in a mixture of wild emotions. Don't let go of me ever please. I need you. I want you. She couldn't say the words that he asked, she knew deep down both knew. Both knew she loved them both. None of this would be, if I didn't fall through with breaking our wedding date. I.. I .. I should be yours and a vampire like you. Was that a hint she still was wanting that? Yes, somewhere, there was a part of her that had still wanted that.
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Post by Edward Cullen on May 18, 2011 4:09:50 GMT 10
Edward felt her leaning against him, and also her arms would wrap around him. He placed one finger under her chin and beckoned her face up to look at her deeply, "I won't ever let you go....I told you that." He noticed that she was crying, so he leant down and kissed her on the lips passionately.
He then, with no effort, lifted her off her feet to look into his eyes. "Don't blame yourself. This has nothing to do with that, we will, when both me AND YOU want too. As for being mine, you ARE mine. And the vampire thing......" He stopped that sentence not wanting to knowing how to finish it at the moment...."I love you no matter what you are"
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Post by Bella Swan on May 18, 2011 23:38:54 GMT 10
With Edwards arms wrapping around her again, she felt herself shivering. He was cold but it wasn't something that she minded. She had gotten used to it a long time ago. Her head lifted up at his fingers urging. Brown eyes met his golden ones once more. She always felt as if she lost her sense of being when she dove into them. She loved looking at him and into those eyes.
Good, I don't want you to either. Those were to the words he spoke of never leaving her. She didn't have time to say much else though, because only a second later, she found herself in a deep kiss. Kissing him brought all those emotions flooding back. She was unable to control herself, he had to realize this as soon as she pressed harder against him and deepened their kiss. Her hands finding his hair and grasping a handful each within them.
When the kiss came to its end and she was lifted up into his arms, she huffed at him immediately. She knew he would be hesitant on this turning her. He always had been. What would make it change now. She shook her head at him and felt herself trying to pull from his grasp, only it was no use. He was always way too strong for her. But that's what I want Edward! What I always wanted! To be with you. To love you. To be like you. You just won't do it. Alice says...or at least did, I would be like you. But.. but when!?
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Post by Edward Cullen on May 19, 2011 1:10:44 GMT 10
Edward felt his hair being tugged. He loved when she did that. He then was drawn into an even deeper kiss, loving every minute - inhaling her sweet aroma. He knew that when the kiss ended, she tried to get down but he kept a hold. He heard her huff and looked at her as if he was going to bite his lip off. He then heard Bella speak, he remained quiet and composed when answering.
"I want YOU too, and we will be together forever. As for me not doing it, " He closed his eyes, thinking of the ultimatum in his head "Alice is right, you will. You want to know when?" He closed his eyes and walked a step away from Bella and turned around, mulling thoughts over in his head...he bit his jaw a few times, before turning round to face her, he knew this was going to be hard but also he wanted to make Bella happy.
He looked at Bella and said, "OK, let's put the wedding back on then..and then afterwards."
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Post by Bella Swan on May 19, 2011 1:21:02 GMT 10
Bella and the whole wedding thing had been a touchy subject as it were. She didn't see why the two had to get married for her to be turned and be like the rest of them. However, with that said, she knew better to fight it. It was one of the things Edward wasn't going to relent on. Even after this time. Could she try to push the issue a bit though? Of course she would.
She stepped over to where he had moved and reached out to take his hand. Softly she spoke to him. Edward, the wedding doesn't have to happen. We can just be together. You can turn me and all will be good. Or.. Or, I'll go to Alice when she gets home and ask her to do it. It was as if the two never parted it seemed. Relentless she was in this turning thing all over again. Poor Edward.
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Post by Edward Cullen on May 19, 2011 1:25:28 GMT 10
Edward clenched his jaw, feeling Bella's presence near him, he turned his head to feel her hand on his. "Bella. The wedding is purely because I want to marry you, nothing to do with the vampire thing. The ONLY issue I have with turning you myself is...." He clenched his jaw again, "I am afraid I won't be able to stop."
He was about to say something that would change everything he believed in but that was about to change, he wanted Bella. Forever. He started to think clearly.
"OK. I will then"
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Post by Bella Swan on May 19, 2011 1:39:11 GMT 10
Bella felt victorious. She knew Edward well enough to know just the mention of Alice being the one to turn her would get him to agree. It always worked that way. She gave him a soft nod of head and squeezed his hand. " I love you, Edward."
She glanced around and then pointed towards the way she came. Her thoughts on Esme and Carlisle. " Has Esme seen you since being back? Perhaps, we should head back. Esme will be so happy to see you Edward. I go over there all the time and I can see worry in her eyes for all of her children." They all needed to come home, Bella knew this well. She glanced behind her a moment.
She looked in the direction which would lead to La Push, had they been able to go in that direction. There was a sigh to slip free. Jake crossed her mind right then. Well, it was more than him just crossing her mind. She had wondered what he had been doing at that moment. She hoped he hadn't left to go back to New York yet. She would have to talk to him tonight. She'd call him, or something. Slowly her gaze returned to Edward. The distant look slowly faded from her thoughts and she swallowed. " Can we go?"
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Post by Edward Cullen on May 19, 2011 1:48:57 GMT 10
Edward smiled, happy and content that Bella was happy. He knew it was a risk but he would take it, even if it meant he would die for her. He felt her squeeze his hand, in a second, Edward yanked Bella towards him and cupped her face in his hands and kissed her very deeply. This was one of the happiest moment of his life. "I love you too Bella."
He then leant back and read her hand pointing to the pathway, he shook his head, "No, she hasn't. None have...yet." He raised his eyebrow playfully, "Oh, you do go around do you? You must love my house" He laughed showing his white teeth, he hadn't laughed for a while.
Edward then tightened on Bella's hand and nodded, he started walking a little ahead of Bella first at a steady pace.
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Post by Bella Swan on May 19, 2011 2:51:27 GMT 10
As Edward started walking and leading the way back to her car, she looked down to the ground. She wasn't always so steady on her feet so she kept an eye on what was before her for as much as she could see of anyhow. She grinned and glanced upwards when he spoke of her loving his house. " Its my home away from home, Edward. When I go there to visit Esme, she lets me up to your room and sometimes I sit there for hours listening to your CDs. Sometimes its as if I can almost feel you there listening with me."
There was silence for a bit while she walked a bit more. When the two finally did get out of the thick dense forest, she glanced to her truck across the street. She released his hand and started for the drivers side. She hoped he would not notice she had every intention of driving. Even if she was the slower driver of the two. " Esme will be so thrilled to see you home Edward!"
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Post by Edward Cullen on May 19, 2011 3:02:43 GMT 10
Edward laughed melodically to Bella talking about how she listened to his music, he added, "N'awww, you're so cute Bella." He winked at her, doubtful that she could see. "I am always there Bella." He spoke with a light, almost cloudlike tone.
He and Bella walked to the end of the forest and he felt her release his hand, he noticed Bella going to her truck. He blurred quickly to the truck, so he sat in the cab driver's seat. He would have known Bella wanted to drive but Edward felt like driving so he stayed there, hoping he wouldn't get told to move by Bella.
He waited in the cab for Bella. He messed around with the radio for a second listening to the disjointed music in between the bursts of white noise.
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Post by Bella Swan on May 19, 2011 5:45:00 GMT 10
Bella got to the door of the car and realized he was in her spot. She brought her hands up to her sides and growled at him. " I can drive just fine Edward Cullen! Move over." She wasn't expecting him to do that though, especially when she was the one who drove so slow, compared to him.
She didn't put up much of a fight though on the matter. Instead, she turned and walked around the truck and to the passenger side and got into it. She put the seat belt on and glanced over to him. " New rule. I get to drive too, sometimes, Edward. Okay?" Then she nods as if she was ready to go.
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Post by Edward Cullen on May 19, 2011 5:52:51 GMT 10
Edward was leant back with one hand on the wheel, looking at Bella with raised eyebrows, he spoke playfully "OK fine Isabella Marie Swan....you fancy driving today?" He eyed her, whilst shaking his head. He started the slow, rusty engine up an started driving, increasing the speed up to it's maximum (which wasn't very fast). He continued looking out at the wind shield, one hand on the wheel, the other leaning back against the chair, he was posed.
Edward tutted and turned to Bella, "Won't you let me buy you a new car? I mean, a proper car." He laughed, as if he was victorious he had made a joke. He kept silent for a moment or two, hoping Bella would consider his offer.
He then messed with the radio again and found a classical station, which he left on.
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Post by Bella Swan on May 31, 2011 21:43:02 GMT 10
Bella stood outside the door a moment and just stared at Edward. She had known better than to argue the fact that it was her truck with him, simply because more than likely he wouldn't of moved over anyhow. She shook her head at him and then moved over to the passenger side and got into the truck. Once he started the truck and she had put on her seat belt, she glanced over to him.
"I am happy you are back home Edward."
She shifted her gaze to the radio and heard the music station he chose. It was classical and something she had recognized. As she relaxed back into the seat, she looked out the window and watched where the two were going.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Jun 2, 2011 4:16:15 GMT 10
Edward smiles his crooked smile at Bella's comment. He eyed her from his periphery, "I am too Bella, you would have probably got the police involved in your recklessness sooner or later!" He laughed humourlessly with his eyes on the road.
The classical music started to flow, Edward smiled, contented that he was finally with Bella again. He looked over to Bella, "She seems happy now" he thought to himself. He tried speeding up the truck even more but all that returned were a few loud noises which made the truck look like it had ridden over speed bumps.
Edward's free arm draped over the back of the passenger seat carelessly, he felt he could do anything now that he had Bella at his side again. He kept on driving until he reached the outcropping of shrubbery and foliage along with the road that led to his home.
"I am in heaven again Bella."
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